September 19th, 1999



Winter has come to my soul
Cold, dark, empty.
Sudden.

The bitter wind consumes me
Plunging me into blinding, numbing darkness without warning.

Will I never be warm again?

What did I do wrong?
I hate this place I'm in...
Empty.
Cold.
Frightened.

I'm so lost
Stumbling
Wandering aimlessly
No sunshine to light my way.

This is not the way it was supposed to be.
I can only fall to my knees
And weep bitter, frozen tears
That shatter, as has my soul,
Waiting to feel the
Warmth of the sun again.